The drugs begin to peak.
A smile of joy arrives in me.
But sedation changes to panic and nausea.
And breath starts to shorten.
And heartbeats pound softer.
You won't try to save me!
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate!
You taught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can forget, the times that I was.
Lost and depressed from the awful truth.
How do you do it?
You're my heroine!